What i want & What i got

This is what i want to be for my loved ones.....to give them some happiness...
tried from my side.. but something which i don't believe come to destroy my dreams,, and that something is nothing but ,,,what everybody called...
Destiny 











But my fate brings me here,,, now i am like this.... a clown , who is sad,, how can i give happiness to anyone,,


Don't now,,, what is going to happen....


can i be happy ones again ????
OR 
going to suffer my destiny ????


For the very first time,, i am waiting for time to show some miracle....