Something that help in understanding me ..???

What i want & What i got

This is what i want to be for my loved ones.....to give them some happiness...
tried from my side.. but something which i don't believe come to destroy my dreams,, and that something is nothing but ,,,what everybody called...
Destiny 











But my fate brings me here,,, now i am like this.... a clown , who is sad,, how can i give happiness to anyone,,


Don't now,,, what is going to happen....


can i be happy ones again ????
OR 
going to suffer my destiny ????


For the very first time,, i am waiting for time to show some miracle....

Time has come,,,,,,

I heard History repeat itself,, soon going to experience the same,,

Every time... i losses something which is very close to me.. to TIME COMES to get apart..

i know n believe we never get apart from Heart n Mind of each other but the distance is distance..

every time this separation bring a drastic change in life.. i dont know what is going to happen this time.. 

hoping for best for me n all those who is going to separate ..... 

Again i m helpless.. cant do anything,, just like a normal human being ,, this realized me that i m not special ...

So just wanna say sorry for all me mistakes...